Repeated thoughts

You've been scarred, we know this.
In time, scars will heal.
But they won't disappear.
You will get over it, but won't forget it.
Don't expect to.
You have to get over it in order to live your life the way you should be living it.
Without severe heart pain...
The reason why these scars will always be with you is so that you have to learn from what you've gone through.
To not make those same mistakes again. Don't make them again.

Your case is bad, but don't think you are the only one who has gone through this. You aren't alone.
I haven't gone through it, so all this is in third person.
But I've seen in before. Seen others in similar situations.

You have scars on top of one another.
That is why it's so hard for you.
You get hurt again before you are even healed.
Each consecutive cut gets worse and worse.
This doesn't mean you're dead.
This doesn't mean you're lost.
This just means you need to take a step back.
And it will take more time for those scars to heal.
I can see you trying and progressing (in some ways)
And not (in others)

Do you remember the type of people who hurt you? Back off from them.
Sometimes you do, and sometimes you don't, but
Learn to say no. It is okay to say no.
I know I can only do so much to help you.
But I'd like to see you through.
This is something you have to get by on your own...you know this..

I can distract you. (whether good or bad, I'm not sure)
And I can show you a good time.
But until your scars are healed, that is really all I can offer.
That is all I WANT to offer right now.
Even if sometimes I think I may want more...
I can't. You can't.
We already know this.

Maybe I don't mean much to you. Or that I am very significant in your life yet.
But I'm not the one you should back away from. So don't
:)